Happy New Years everyone! It’s officially 2020 and with a new year comes new changes. It’s time for my return to YouTube! I know I’ve been in the dark after making my “where have I been” video, unfortunately shortly after making that video my grandmother was diagnosed with lung cancer and very shortly after that diagnosis she passed away. After taking time to heal and make sure my family members are okay, I attempted to start recording content again only to realize I had an issue with my computer. I had no way of capturing my voice, I spent days attempting to fix the issue with no luck. Good new is, I have all the parts for a new computer and the issue should hopefully be a thing of the past with this new build. With that said, it’s going to take me a some time to build and reinstall and get back on my feet so I can start recording content again. I’ve missed YouTube so much and I can’t wait to bring you all content! While I’m here making an update post, I think it’s important to cover something I’ve been seeing about me taking a break from YouTube and why that’s happened. I’ll say here, I know people love drama but my break was my own decision, I had been dealing with mental fatigue and stress through my own personal life outside of YouTube and I needed that time and space to bring my mental health back to a place where it needed to be. I’ve seen people saying it’s because of Jeff or Alex or even Polecat and I’ll say this isn’t true at all, they played no part in me leaving and needing time away so please do no harasses them. Yes it is true that they left Code Zero but the honest truth about Code Zero was it was a group of us that started it years ago and after people left and joined we felt like we should keep it going, we weren’t sure what exactly we wanted to do with Code Zero and over time we realized it isn’t what we wanted it to be and the pressure of who’s in and who isn’t in Code Zero was unnecessary. Code Zero was a great time in my YouTube career but I think it’s time to move on, now that doesn’t mean I won’t be making content with previous Code Zero members, it means now we all can make content with others and each other without the question of who is in or who isn’t in Code Zero. I appreciate you all so much and I know it doesn’t seem like I have but trust me you all have changed my life so much. Getting back to creating content for you all and seeing everyone’s reacting is what will make this past year of struggling worth every second. I hope everyone has an amazing year, 2020 is a big milestone and I’m very excited to get back into YouTube and experience it with you all! Love you all, thank you all!
Bay Area Buggs
Happy New Years everyone! It’s officially 2020 and with a new year comes new changes. It’s time for my return to YouTube! I know I’ve been in the dark after making my “where have I been” video, unfortunately shortly after making that video my grandmother was diagnosed with lung cancer and very shortly after that diagnosis she passed away. After taking time to heal and make sure my family members are okay, I attempted to start recording content again only to realize I had an issue with my computer. I had no way of capturing my voice, I spent days attempting to fix the issue with no luck. Good new is, I have all the parts for a new computer and the issue should hopefully be a thing of the past with this new build. With that said, it’s going to take me a some time to build and reinstall and get back on my feet so I can start recording content again. I’ve missed YouTube so much and I can’t wait to bring you all content! While I’m here making an update post, I think it’s important to cover something I’ve been seeing about me taking a break from YouTube and why that’s happened. I’ll say here, I know people love drama but my break was my own decision, I had been dealing with mental fatigue and stress through my own personal life outside of YouTube and I needed that time and space to bring my mental health back to a place where it needed to be. I’ve seen people saying it’s because of Jeff or Alex or even Polecat and I’ll say this isn’t true at all, they played no part in me leaving and needing time away so please do no harasses them. Yes it is true that they left Code Zero but the honest truth about Code Zero was it was a group of us that started it years ago and after people left and joined we felt like we should keep it going, we weren’t sure what exactly we wanted to do with Code Zero and over time we realized it isn’t what we wanted it to be and the pressure of who’s in and who isn’t in Code Zero was unnecessary. Code Zero was a great time in my YouTube career but I think it’s time to move on, now that doesn’t mean I won’t be making content with previous Code Zero members, it means now we all can make content with others and each other without the question of who is in or who isn’t in Code Zero. I appreciate you all so much and I know it doesn’t seem like I have but trust me you all have changed my life so much. Getting back to creating content for you all and seeing everyone’s reacting is what will make this past year of struggling worth every second. I hope everyone has an amazing year, 2020 is a big milestone and I’m very excited to get back into YouTube and experience it with you all! Love you all, thank you all!
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